Nobody seems to understand that my brain ain't stable Fuck a rap career I'm just putting my thoughts on paper Nobody seems to understand that my brain ain't stable Fuck a rap career I'm just putting my thoughts on paper, look And I don't give a fuck if you don't vibe with me, ay Real life problems got me clutching my nine milli Niggas want my head where I come from Envy my success and they convinced that I owe them lil' niggas some, ay Xen don't owe nobody If you got a problem Load it, cock it, and fill up my whole body Everyday, it's like I can't maintain Still I feel I'm in it for the same thing All I ever wanted was to get my change Living shife is my only type of mind frame Everyday, it's like I can't maintain Still I feel I'm in it for the same thing All I ever wanted was to get my change Living shife is my only type of mind frame It's in my blood... And ain't nobody really got my back Niggas just be hanging around me because I rap Ain't no love involved I learned that from 'Ro With that being said I've been ready to go fill me with holes Everyday, it's like I can't maintain Still I feel I'm in it for the same thang All I ever wanted was to get my change Living shife is my only type of mind frame