Told you I'd be back for you

Told you I'd be back for you
If I said you never did me flawed then I'd be gassing you
And the hardest part was looking past who you truly are
All the time apart, I licked my wounds
And had to heal 'em scars, hard to accept
Something I love don't even care about me
Believing in the delusion to paralyze me
So I came to the conclusion I want nothing to do with you
When you see me, don't even speak
Just know I smell the deceit that ruins you

Told you I'd be back for you
If I said you never did me flawed then I'd be gassing you
And the hardest part was looking past who you truly are
All the time apart, I licked my wounds
And had to heal 'em scars, hard to accept
Something I love ain't never care about me
Believing in the delusion to paralyze me
So I came to the conclusion I want nothing to do with you
When you see me, don't even speak
Just know I smell the deceit that ruins you