Yeah, man Valley of the dead men I ride With my heater on my side I ain't the same as how I used to be Why it feel like all my friends just a lie And they put me to the side Whenever Yeah, I gave it all up for this life and now it's killin' me I been missin' everybody who ain't here with me I tried to get way from my demons but they stick to me This feeling that I'm feeling can't compare it with no simile or metaphor Send me out I'm set for war, battle hardened heart My shit is barely beatin' any more Body feeling weak cause I ain't barely eatin' anymore My lungs turned to dust cause I ain't barely breathing anymore This hennessy been hurtin' me I know it but it's helpin' What it's doing to my system I don't know it ain't no tellin' Every night I want a taste, just to free me from my feelings But I know that every drink I'm get closer to my ending Got me feelin' like my mama, alcoholic in denial And nobody I can tell, ain't a number I can dial Put my trust into this syrup, buying vial after vial Til my liver giving out and I'll be dead upon arrival Through the valley of the dead men I ride With my heater on my side I ain't the same as how I used to be Why it feel like all my friends just a lie And they put me to the side Whenever they get done using me I think that my heart getting cold And it's shrinking as I grow, into a man I'm a newer me I spend all of my time on the road Going show after show, ain't as fun as it used to be Yeah, look no lie man I'm tired Chasing dreams got me sleepless and feeling wired All I wish for is better discipline with time Putting too much effort in this little fuckin' job of mine Having neglected what really matters I was blind Not paying attention to the obvious signs Family say they fine but I can see in their eyes they was lyin' now it's too late I just watched my cousin die and all I did was cry You tellin me the last time I held him in my arms was in a casket If I could put every egg in this basket I'd do it in a second just to get one more ride Life is like the ocean man you can't change the tide What I show the world is not how I feel inside Guarantee you couldn't survive for more than one minute if you stepped inside of my mind Why the fuck you think I keep this pistol on my side Yeah I wish a nigga tried Through the valley of the dead men I ride With my heater on my side I aint the same as I used to be Why it feel like all my friends just a lie And they put me to the side Whenever they get done using me I think that my heart getting cold And it's shrinking as I grow, into a man I'm a newer me I spend all of my time on the road Going show after show, ain't as fun as it used to be Through the valley of the dead men I ride With my heater on my side I ain't the same as I used to be Why it feel like all my friends just a lie And they put me to the side Whenever they get done using me I think that my heart getting cold And it's shrinking as I grow, into a man I'm a newer me I spend all of my time on the road Going show after show, ain't as fun as it used to be