I lied in pain, in a dying state and unrest My life trying to escape me, My body begging... for death I took that long blade and took a deep breath I then sliced myself from my hip to my chest This is the very end of my cries None shall mourn for my demise This is the end and I shall not rise My death is approaching with surmise I will die with a smile upon my face Awaiting the glory of death's embrace This life is nothing more than a mistake This life I regret with a most raging blaze I closed my eyes and let it take me away I'm dislocated from my horrors and pain I felt death come and give me an embrace And then I accepted my death and accepted my fate I lied there dying and bleeding in my bed My life escaping me and so close to death I licked the blood from the blade that stole my last breath And I died with no pain... and no regret