Where was I when god had shown
how to make a happy home
Lie in bed and sleep don't come
have some peace then give me some
and I know the reason why you hold me down
I won't let this fear of loss make me drown
In my bed I lie alone
scrape together bone to bone
and I can't seem to seem to find my way
I can't seem to find the break of day
I'll stay just a step away
Where was I when god had shown
how to make a happy home
and I have become my worst enemy
I will survive this instability
In my bed I lie alone
scrape together bone to bone
again I have become my worst enemy
I will survive this instability
I need to breathe the breath of life
you constantly drain my life
why can't you see the breath in me
I constantly need your need
my butterfy don't fly away
If I could just take this simple breath of life from me
you couldn't take it motherfucker eternity
if I could take this breath of life and come inside of me
you wouldn't take it, I need to breathe
As I creep the monkey's back
now she's gone and oh he's back
and I know the reason why you hold me down
I won't let this fear of loss make me drown
I will stay, I'll stay
I will stay, I'll stay
