Apparition is the name of a friend That goes away in the end You are my cancer and You kept me going and All this time all I could do Was feel you and touch you And just feel the blackness of your skin But it became the blackness of your heart, and Inside you would laugh And I just... have to laugh Ha, ha ha ha Ha, ha ha ha ha You’re... my cancer And all this time when I thought that you were The same, that you were just stubborn They hadn’t changed, and you had changed Back into what you used to be, Into what you said you’d never be again, And here you go again, and spinning round and round Ha, ha ha ha Ha, ha ha ha ha Ha!