Holding my breath and it's getting cold Stuck in that night and not getting older Hit with the weight that's pulling us under Mama it hurts to see Time has passed and I think I love her My heart is hers but she wants another Trying to hide how much I'm broken Walking an empty street Tried ignoring all heartbreak People left inside of me Now what's left is on the pavement It's killing me I can't hold back the memories I pushed down the parts of me I never had time to bleed No wonder it's so hard for me to move on My past. It follows me Breaking the best of me Why can't they just let me leave I've been hiding from the pain for far too long Cut off myself from any emotion Wondering why I keep losing hope and Ended alone heavenly torture Someone save me from me Tried ignoring all heartbreak People left inside of me Now what's left is on the pavement It's killing me I can't hold back the memories I pushed down the parts of me I never had time to bleed No wonder it's so hard for me to move on My past. It follows me Breaking the best of me Why can't they just let me leave I've been hiding from the pain for far too long Feels like every day I'm going insane I'm walking on a tightrope I'm starting to break Stuck in my mistakes I'm afraid it won't feel like home Feels like every day I'm going insane I'm walking on a tightrope I've run out of space To forget the way I burned it to the hell I know