Setting fire to every memory I can't stop crying myself to sleep Closed eyes but still you follow me I guess time isn't what I need 'Cause this time it was real for me Afraid I won't ever heal from this Pretending I don't need you here 'Cause telling the truth just hurts too much for me to admit I can't take Hearing you say That you don't want me for one more day Kills me to know you'll have another life with somebody else instead of our own How many days How many nights Did you not wanna wake up by my side I gave you all of me for what 'Cause now I've lost it all Creating lies or possibilities That you'd find me in an ocean deep But you're minds made up and I can't breathe I fantasized you always loving me Did my mind see what they wanna see 'Cause then I won't ever heal from this Pretending I don't need you here 'Cause telling the truth just hurts too much for me to admit I can't take Hearing you say That you don't want me for one more day Kills me to know you'll have another life with somebody else instead of our own How many days How many nights Did you not wanna wake up by my side I gave you all of me for what 'Cause now I've lost it all