Ooooh, ooooh Ooh Ooh You're on your high horse Preaching to the choir with your eyes closed Scared of looking underneath the surface I hope it's worth it I wonder why I Thought that you could ever change my life Like I could be the one to give you purpose I don't deserve this Ooooh All I want Is for you to love me as much As you love Jesus Ooooh Oh my god So tired of trying to make believe That you feel anything Anything for me (Anything for me, oh) I swear that I try To be the one to finally make your eyes light To make you proud and be the one who earned it Instead I feel worthless Hand on the Bible I want to be your son not your disciple Like hello I'm the one who needed your love and your faith I'm sick of coming in last place Ooooh All I want (all I want) Is for you to love me as much As you love Jesus (oh) Ooooh Oh my god (god) So tired of trying to make believe That you feel anything (anything) Anything for me Oooh, oooh Oooh, oooh Anything Anything for me, yeah Anything Anything for me Anything