I think that I would rather live my days in silence Well I can't help but hear the voices in my head And all they talk about is cigarettes and violence I start mistaking all their thoughts for mine instead And so I'm sittin' there, smokin' this square Loading up this gun, I wasn't born like this I just been through some things I just been through some things And now I'm sittin' there, smokin' this square Loading up this gun, I wasn't born like this I just been through some things I just been through some things Come take a walk with me, you won't feel no pain Took his Jeep, so I don't say one thing And on my name, no money, call me handsome Your name's on her belly, I'm a real romancer I think I'll find a hiding place for this revolver Before I choose to go and stick it in your face I'll probably need another smoke when this is over I've brought two lighters and two bullets just in case And now I'm sittin' there, smokin' this square Loading up this gun, I wasn't born like this I just been through some things (Through some things) I just been through some things (Been through some things) And so I'm sittin' there, smokin' this square Loading up this gun, I wasn't born like this I just been through some things (Been through some things) I just been through some things (Through some things) I could give you a semester, [?] losing it And I don't know if I ever lose or win Big headed with tough skin, never found a noose to feed Mood swings got me sinnin', I've been through some things I'm a G.O.D. in my head, no [?] depression Too much weights on my chest hard to listen, gonna be no answers to my questions They wanna break me down 'til there's nothing left to break, you Do not think [?] round, like I'm [?] Like an animal that's been caged up Left [?], moved, too used to the radio Anything she needs, she just gonna say the word Flowers gold, [?] throw my name in the dirt Wasn't born like this, no pain when it burns I'm blessed, I'm cursed, I'm possessed, I'm turned I wasn't born like this I just been through some things I wasn't born like this I just been through some things