I've been broken lately Things aren't as good as they seem And I get fucked up daily Wreck my brain and kill my spleen And this is real life, I'm taking what's in front of me I quickly realize that not everything is sweet I'm on a B-line to a castle in [?] I hide the pain up [?] myself in luxuries Born to win, that's the shit they told me when I was a kid Now trapped inside a mind that mixes percocets and mescaline Cigarettes burnt up on my skin, I need some better friends It's Sunday so tomorrow's Monday, seven days I'll hate again It's 3 AM, I'm fighting sheets I'm done with all this counting sheep Let's fuck up my whole life again And roll a bill to help me sleep A rebel that's without a cause A misfit and a fucking creep Let's burn him at the fucking stake And tie some bricks onto his feet Real life, I'm taking what's in front of me I quickly realize that not everything is sweet I'm on a B-line to a castle in [?] I hide the pain up [?] myself in luxuries And this is real life, I'm taking what's in front of me I quickly realize that not everything is sweet I'm on a B-line to a castle in [?] I hide the pain up [?] myself in luxuries It's easier to hide my pain on vacation Living life a nervous wreck, a lotta pins and percocets I swear the more money that comes, it's like the worse we get Tired of tryna work and sweat, and fuck this stupid worthless check I'd rather have 'em search my shit, maybe at the worst I'll sit a month and pay the bond, don't wanna stay for long But they'd probably indict me if they fucking play this song I realize that not everything is sweet Real life, I'm taking what's in front of me I quickly realize that not everything is sweet I'm on a B-line to a castle in [?] I hide the pain up [?] myself in luxuries And this is real life, I'm taking what's in front of me I quickly realize that not everything is sweet I'm on a B-line to a castle in [?] I hide the pain up [?] myself in luxuries And this is real life Real life Real life And this is real life, I'm taking what's in front of me