Never sat next to you Were your eyes green or blue Saw your face every day We were no more than strangers it's true And all my memories of you From that joke of a school Were of everyone giving you shit whilst you stare at your shoes When you're a kid you don't know what it is To recognise when someone's alone I stood for nothing and that's what I did I laughed at the sound of your heart breaking Jason, Jason Did the words they said stay on your mind Did they seep through the school walls and into your life I was a coward I laughed as I turned a blind eye How can it be you were older than me When I'm 32, and somehow I'm older than you Jason When you're a kid you don't know what it is To recognise when someone's alone I stood for nothing and that's what I did I laughed at the sound of your heart breaking Jason, Jason (Jason, Jason) I'm sorry I was gutless I'm sorry I joined in I'm sorry I knew exactly what was happening I'm sorry you were shaking I'm sorry you were afraid I'm sorry now for all the things I'll never get to say I'm sorry I was spineless I know I let you down I'm sorry I'm still here whilst you're lying in the ground And at the gates of heaven When my time is up I'll tell God I'm sorry for Jason