I got a call from Martha Everything has changed now I tell her time will heal it But time has made it worse somehow It's really got me thinking That I was better in Berlin I wonder what I'm missing? I wonder what could have been Break up, breakdown I'm not where I thought I'd be now Can't swim, can't drown I'm not where I thought I'd be now Have a weight in my chest Nothing feels the same now I'm really trying my best But trying makes it worse somehow Kelly calls at midnight God, I miss her big heart She asks me if I'm alright Where do I start? Break up, breakdown I'm not where I thought I'd be now Can't swim, can't drown I'm not where I thought I'd be now Break up, breakdown I'm not where I thought I'd be now Can't swim, can't drown I'm not where I thought I'd be now Everything is changing Everything is changing Everything is changing Everything is changing