Feelin' like sometimes I don't even know why I'm on this planet
Life's done a number but still I've managed
Tryna find beauty in the ways I'm damaged
But that ain't always easy though
Even though I don't let it show up on the outside
Heard about this happy place
I still haven't found mine
Lookin' at my timeline
I think it's about time
But I ain't countin' on comin' across a cloud nine
How I feel
That ain't somethin' I could help
They said that time would help
Still I'm tryna find myself
But the only place that I can find myself is beside myself
So I keep a mirror I can look in to remind myself
I don't know where I'm goin'
All I know is where I've been
And although I may still have room to grow
I'm right where I belong
It's what I tell myself at night
To remind me I'm alright
May not look like it right now
But I'm right where I belong
Repeatin' to myself
It's what I say at least
Servin' out my soul with every song
Come and take a piece
Searchin' for a place of peace
Since I had my baby teeth
And I'ma find it though
Even when the sky is so dark that the sun don't show
Heard the sunny sides up but I just don't know
Feelin' like a dog in the pound all alone
Even though I might growl
All I really wants a home
And I don't show that side a lot
'Cause I ain't really comfortable
Feelin' feelings which sometimes will leave you feelin' vulnerable
I'll pay for that deductible just for the reassurance
That this road I struggled down will turn out to be worth it
I'm just tryna find my purpose
And I know that I ain't perfect
And I know I'm complicated
And maybe I make it worse
It's through these verses that I get to see the person that I'm versus
Which is always myself when I delve under the surface
So
I don't know where I'm goin'
All I know is where I've been
And although I may still have room to grow
I'm right where I belong
It's what I tell myself at night
To remind me I'm alright
May not look like it right now
But I'm right where I belong
