This darkness knew my name Calling out for me when it came Maybe it's that time of year I know I don't deserve To be so unsatisfied Like I don't appreciate Having you by my side I used to do it for a good time Now I can't live without it Nobody seems to notice I got this nasty habit I got this weight I wanna let it go I know a place Where the weirdos go I show my face I'll be ok I got this weight I wanna let it go I know a place Where the weirdos go I show my face I'll be ok I used to do it for a good time Now I can't live without it Nobody seems to notice I got this nasty habit