This darkness knew my name
Calling out for me when it came
Maybe it's that time of year

I know I don't deserve
To be so unsatisfied
Like I don't appreciate
Having you by my side

I used to do it for a good time
Now I can't live without it
Nobody seems to notice
I got this nasty habit

I got this weight
I wanna let it go
I know a place
Where the weirdos go
I show my face
I'll be ok

I got this weight
I wanna let it go
I know a place
Where the weirdos go
I show my face
I'll be ok

I used to do it for a good time
Now I can't live without it
Nobody seems to notice
I got this nasty habit