Looks like I'm flying But I'm crawling slowly I learn the way to swim Is just to let it go Don't expect nothing Don't smile or grieve no more Except maybe a little more pain And a little more closely To the big white door First time I saw it My fear ran wild Screaming like a drowing man Crying like a child But each time I looked out It was a little closer than before Of that big white door Now I'm gliding on the fast flow Now I'm falling through the air Seems like everything is moving slowly Now I find I don't seem to care A little closer A little darker 'Til there's nothing else more Just the universe in shadow Of the big, the big white door Of the big white door