I never felt alive before Caught up in my mind, I've been dying slow, woah One day I just got to know Why I'm here and what the fuck am I hiding for? Like Uh Don't let them get through to you Stay true and you will find The reason you stay up at night, like woah You know how it goes Voices in my head, yeah, they always do the most I swear, I know, I don't got a home And even if I did, I'd pro'lly run away alone I swear right now, nothing matters I've been getting so high that it feel like we on Saturn Fucking with these bitches, yeah, that's one hell of a pattern And time is all that exists, I ain't into moving backwards I've been shooting for these constellations But the money talking like a conversation When these bitches 'round me, I just want 'em naked I spend every single day just contemplating What's right? What's wrong? My life, this song, can't die, 'cause I'm too strong Every now and then I wanna give up, but I just know I gotta keep my head up, yeah, yeah, yeah Uh Don't let them get through to you Stay true and you will find The reason you stay up at night, like woah (Shit been gettin' old) Tryna find myself but the world getting cold My dear, I know, that's just how it goes Hate me when I'm here but pro'lly miss me when I'm gone I swear right now, man it's [?] And I got my nightmares on replay Twenty-four seven And they talking 'bout me, I'mma let 'em I'm just happy I ain't who did mad shit Maybe one day they gon' get the message, yeah Uh Don't let them get through to you Stay true and you will find The reason you stay up at night, like woah I never felt alive before Caught up in my mind, I've been dying slow, woah One day I just got to know Why I'm here and what the fuck am I hiding for? Like