Chasing the smoke of the last cigarette we shared Walking back home cause I can't find you anywhere Everyone is telling me you sold your soul But I still feel you in my bones it's good as gold Follow the smoke of the candle I blew out beside your bed I lit a path for you but you chose a wayward, winding road instead You told me I brought out the best in you Your inception, misdirection, blinded like a fool And all I wanted was you for forever But it seems like destiny doesn't want us together I can't push back anymore The universe is at our door Your siren song lured me out to sea beneath the waves again I'm suffocating but I can't seem to find it in Me to hold my head above the rising tide My lips are turning blue, you were my perfect crime And all I wanted was you for forever But it seems like destiny doesn't want us together I can't push back anymore The universe is at our door Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh And I don't have it in me To watch you meet your end And if we're meant to be apart Tell me why is it so hard And if it's true we're not meant to be Why is it so easy And if we're meant to be apart Tell me why is it so hard And if it's true we're not meant to be Why is it so easy And all I wanted was you for forever But it seems like destiny doesn't want us together I can't push back anymore The universe is at our door Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh And I don't have it in me To watch you Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh And I don't have it in me To watch you meet your end