I don't want the pain and chaos Of what I have going on Never make things how I want Daggers in my heart Close my eyes in the sun Slashing the tires of my own car Sorry to the people that I sucked into my world Touched you with my chaos I never wanted love I never wanted love Nobody will see us But I don't care if they do I'm fighting for reason I just can't forget about you So sorry I did this I threw you into my chaos I wanted a reason to feel you Under my breath I told you I loved you I said that I loved you I said that I loved you I said that I loved you I'm a hole for your hands In a dream where I'm from Doll in your world Fading with the sun I never wanted love I get what I deserve, and you can catch me if you want Nobody will see us But I don't care if they do I'm fighting for reason I just can't forget about you So sorry I did this I threw you into my chaos I wanted a reason to feel you Under my breath I told you I loved you I said that I loved you I said that I loved you Never wanted love I said that I loved you Never wanted love I said that I loved you I never wanted love I said that I loved you I never wanted love I said that I loved you I never wanted love