They go off and leave me behind They have so many words to find I run to catch a glimpse of them Just walking in the sun Knowing they'll be mine again When the evening has begun And when I see them hand in hand The boy who walks beside the man I pray that I will always have the world That I have found The husband and the son That I built my life around He'll never know of that night long ago He'll never know it's locked in my mind No he'll never know From the feelings I show He'll never know His son is only mine Sometimes I lie awake at night Watching darkest turn to light Thinking back on all the things I said to him today Wondering if I might had a careless word to say When the morning's almost here He reaches out to draw me near Silently I search his face for the love I hope to see and once again I'm sure that all his love belongs to me He'll never know of that night long ago He'll never know it's locked in my mind No he'll never know From the feelings I show He'll never know His son is only mine