I try to imagine your feelings You - who are different Owners of a strange gift that brings you grief I try to put myself in your place your Sexual orientation, lust that You can't suppress, thoughts You are afraid to speak of To keep delightful orgies Of homosexual pedophility inside Despised beforehand by a society that is not able to help Desperation, powerless, anger, grief Neverhealing sickness? Inborn defect? Punishment? Gift? What is the sense? I'm angry at you because you are different I want to find love as well I am sad with my lot I know I'm different I seek help everywhere I go I hate everyone I seek understanding, tolerance Not just for mockery and ignorance I'm going to close myself inside And ignore moral conventions My imaginations has turned reality I am living with pedophile homosexuality