Ooh, sleep away the sadness Pop some pills, and then it's gone But no one speaks of its hiding place Hid behind the coat of arms and Some days I'll feel happy As happy as can be And I'll trick my twisted insides To perform hospitality Yeah, that's just me That's just me So, with a heavy heart On the ground, I'll stand Because if I fall backwards I won't land in the sand And I'll cocoon myself around Anything that has a pulse And convince them to love me So maybe I don't feel all alone It's dark and I need a light To find my way home Every day, it feels like I'm losing my youth The earth doesn't turn for me The birds are unnervingly mute And their sweet, sweet melody Once filled with so much passion Gently floating up like dandelions To flutter my lashes And if you asked me if I was okay Well, I'd have to save the lies for another coffee date And maybe you can call me messed up Maybe you can call me messed up To my family and friends: I feel the love, I do But I can't help the feeling in my veins When paranoia slips through and it makes me think "Am I pretty? Am I true?" Do you get a glimpse of hope In our big, bad world When I'm laughing with you? Doubt's the superglue of the soul And doubt doesn't waver up the rabbit hole Every day, it feels like I'm losing my youth The earth doesn't turn for me The birds are unnervingly mute And their sweet, sweet melody Once filled with so much passion Gently floating up like dandelions To flutter my lashes And if you asked me if I was okay Well, I'd have to save the lies for another coffee date And maybe you can call me messed up Maybe you can call me messed up Maybe you can call me messed up Maybe you can call me One, two, one, two, three, four! No, I'm not damaged! My mind just needs a tune-up If Band-Aids can fix bleeds Why can't Band-Aids fix me?