I don't hate you I just hate the way I miss you And I hate the way it hits me at night You ruined the J Train You ruined Fleetwood for me too I only think about the good days Know it's cause I'm scared to let go of you You fucked up New Jersey You fucked up the way I see myself I don't think of how you hurt me But it hurt like hell It means I'm still in denial It's a cycle Another year flies by It means that I'm still waiting for the day you show up at my door And I don't hate you I just hate the way I miss you And I hate the way it hits me at night I don't hate you I just hate the way I love you And I hate the way I tell myself I'm fine You messed up late-night drives You messed up Target for me too I don't throw away our Polaroids I think it's cause I'm scared to tell the truth It's always the littlest things Sweatshirts and video games You probably don't feel the same I don't hate you I just hate the way I miss you And I hate the way it hits me at night I don't hate you I just hate the way I love you And I hate the way I tell myself I'm fine I wish I didn't have to lie Ooooh Ooooh (Wish I didn't have to lie) Ooooh I don't hate you I just hate the way I miss you And I hate the way it hits me at night I don't hate you I just hate the way I love you And I hate the way I tell myself I'm fine I wish I didn't have to lie Wish I didn't have to lie