I wonder what it'd be like To be seen as something more than just nice And I wonder what it'd feel like To see the city if I wasn't scared to drive But it seems like I'll never know But not in a pretentious way I wish I were like other girls 'Cause it would save me from a lot of pain I don't wanna be different Just a little tired of being too different And I do anything I can to fix it Wish I were born as somebody different So I never know myself It would be amazing If I learned not to sabotage myself Create unnecessary tension Because I'm always so easily overwhelmed Whoever romanticized loneliness never felt lonely at all 'Cause I can't find the beauty alone Just me and my bedroom walls I don't wanna be different Just a little tired of being too different And I do everything I can to fix it Wish I were born as somebody different So I never know myself, myself I wish I were like the other girls I wanna be like the other girls Maybe I'd be less lonely Will I always be this lonely? If I were like everyone else, everyone else I wanna be like everyone else