On my own stuck in disarray Killing time till I know I'll end up grey Cloudy eyes smile on my face When it fades away I know what waits Up against the wall, up against the wall Know I'm gonna fall, know I'm gonna fall Up against the wall, up against the wall Know I'm gonna fall... You're lost and you can't hide it Why can't I face the silence On and on and on I make something On and on and on Outta nothing Defined by my defiance My thoughts are endless riots On and on and on I make something On and on and on Outta nothing See the face of someone else in my reflection Is it me or a vision of depression Craving joy is becoming my obsession I can't get enough Up against the wall, up against the wall Know I'm gonna fall, know I'm gonna fall Up against the wall, up against the wall Know I'm gonna fall... You're lost and you can't hide it Why can't I face the silence On and on and on I make something On and on and on Outta nothing Defined by my defiance My thoughts are endless riots On and on and on I make something On and on and on Outta nothing ...