When god hit her last drum I walked into the sun, I should have run Will I turn my back or be consumed Or will darkness ensue My life is just decay When I'm playing the prey, should I pray I hope I don't remain this shade of blue When the darkness is removed The prayer and the dream The silence in between My fate is mine alone but I've been used I bleed when you ask me My pain everlasting So sick of the nothing I watch you live while I'm dying out My mental masquerade A prostitute to the life I've portrayed I'm bitter from the way I fade into An idea just for you The prayer and the dream The silence in between My fate is mine alone but I've been used I bleed when you ask me My pain everlasting So sick of the nothing I watch you live while I'm dying out Am I just high or abused? Where is the truth? I watch you live while I'm dying The prayer and the dream The silence in between My fate is mine alone but I've been used I bleed when you ask me My pain everlasting So sick of the nothing I watch you live while I'm dying out Am I just high or abused? Where is the truth? You never let me refuse You bled me through I watch you live while I'm dying