All I've ever known was cruelty So cruel is all that I can be It ain't so bad it only hurts when I laugh But everything has become a joke to me Can't be sorry for what I am Raped and beaten before I became a man And I don't really give a good goddamn As if any one of you lousy f*ckers could ever understand All I've ever known was cruelty So cruel is all that I can be But you know It really ain't so bad It only hurts when I laugh Now that everything has become a joke to me Everything is just a joke to me Everything is such a goddamn joke to me