Time rests in stillness 
It weighs yet levitates 
Laments in my sickness 
It’s so scarce others negate 

Bearing the black cells 
Their lab rat coined body and soul 
My valiant struggle towards death 
Shadows baneful regrets I toll 

And in my last minute breath I realise 
Life, death, it’s no play to set stage 
No news feed, rat race or lottery 
Fearful barriers to downstage 
(Too late) to learn the simple line 
‘To suffer not suppress’ 
Pain signifies 
Insipid being undressed 

So pause in my passing 
And grasp what I should have known 
Feeble triumphs mean nothing 
When we all die alone