Hey yo, I used to be afraid of death Would think about it everyday, I guess I was depressed But now I'm doing okay The lights clear and my faith strong I used to hate on, but now my days long That's what I was made from Everyday, people making these breaks and [?] These crates I flip Help me with mistakes and trips I gotta get better You gotta do something I gotta work harder You gotta stop frontin' If you love someone then tell them that Even when I'm sellin [?] Still keeping hella facts Just to tell you where I'm at These songs hug your boy to survive Would get up in the car and just drive Until I started feeling alright So play aloud homie Do your thing thing Cause I was just like you And I'm okay kay I make my own rules I do my own thing No matter where I go I know that I would never change Peace I am not, one of these other cats And neither are you If you listening right now it's cause this here is the truth It ain't about, making it to the top just for the sake of it It's about, having the influence to change this nation Take the evil out the people of the other lines Your hardcore raps, I call that shit the smother lines I lay back on it I think about the economy And if I had a child, what would he or she grow up to be? A rap singer, ballplayer, journalist to atheist Is faith even gon' be a thing? I think maybe just in 20 years, will any of this even matter? If I were to die today, would I of made an impact? Everybody goes through hard times so it evens out And anybody can come from struggling to make it out There's no excuse for half-assin it I'm grabbing life full speed And know that I'm ain't worried about the proceeds I just breathe Sometimes I just wish that You knew how appreciated you were And its like, I don't write these songs for you I don't write these songs for them I don't write these songs for me It's just, the only way I know how to communicate Cause 99% of the time I'm just quiet But I'm holding on, I'm holding on, I'm holding on yea I'm holding on for better days I gotta get up, some way I gotta get up, some way I'm holding on for better days I gotta get up, some way I gotta get up, some way