I want that brand new car
I want that private jet
But if I ain't got you then I just don't have nothing left
I take it slow sometimes to clear my mind rewind
But every time I see you I just know that I'll be fine
This anxiety takes control and it don't have no breaks
A narrow road to nothing but some pain and bad mistakes
I know I've been ashamed and you got me to blame
Cause I just wreck up everything until it burst to flames
And now our timings off 'cause it is all my fault
And I can't go reverse it no I can't it's over done
I try to do what you need me to do and nothing more
Cause when I go off on a limb I seem to open doors
That I don't need to open
That leads to misery and mystery and leaves you broken
And that should be the slogan
To keep us outta danger, to keep us glued together
To keep our faces on familiar terms im not a stranger
And I know it's not your fault
But I'm alone up in this car
I'm barely breathing
I'm barely breathing
Will you catch me if I fall?
Will you ignore me if I call?
I'm barely breathing
I'm barely breathing oh
I'm barely breathing
I'm barely eating
I don't know how to
Win back my freedom
I wish it would go away with seasons
But it's the same everywhere I go it follows me
And it's still tryna sink my ship, take and swallow me
I could put it down on paper but it don't mean nothing
Another bottle filled, tryna make me feel nothing
When I'm on it, I'm begging myself to feel something
But when I'm not I'm begging myself to feel numb
I can't tell you what goes up on in my brain
But I can tell you it never fits in the frame
It takes control of you and kicks you to the drain
But I'm not going out this easy
Promise you you'll know my name
And I'ma set the tone to let it know I'm home
And I'm not leaving, I'm settling down up on my throne
I got my team it's me me, I'm on my own
I don't need nothing, I'm turning off my phone
And I know it's not your fault
But I'm alone up in this car
I'm barely breathing
I'm barely breathing
Will you catch me if I fall?
Will you ignore me if I call?
I'm barely breathing
I'm barely breathing oh oh
