Uh See the truth is, I just want a buzz Man, I feel so alive on the stage I'd do this for free, even if I weren't paid I care more 'bout telling you my pain That world nigga, that was solo And some would say that I come from the roads Used to hide the white girl in my nuts Now I got these white girls on my nuts But, I just gotta keep shit positive Have faith in my craft and pray for my soul If you keep my 9-5's so I can focus I chose to not make money off the roads That's no more F money, or grab money Truth is, I ain't eating well But as long as you don't hear that story about me And before I buss they said I went jail But I can't lie, it pisses me off When I see yutes do too much for the girls And I ain't a hater, believe me It just hurts when I can't do that shit for myself Balenciaga this, or Giuseppe that They ain't spent one day on the job And I swear to you if I weren't doing music These are the same fuckboys I would rob But, now I can't think like that Looking in the mirror like, "Cadz, you can learn from your father" Got about a thousand DMs from yutes Saying that because of me, they're gonna grind harder Man, I can't lie, that's pressure But I'm three hundred like I'm stepping out of Sparta So more time, I'm just sitting in my car Trying to pattern up a fresh dime like a barber I get voicemails from fans like "Yo, Cadet, you're gonna make it" I get voicemails from fans like "Cadet, you're gonna make it man" I get voicemails from fans like "Cadet, you're actually gonna make it" So now I'm sitting here with these grills in my mouth Like, fuck everybody, it's time for me to make it I don't really care about P's, I don't really care about cash (C-Cadet) I don't care about your watch, or your [?] bag (C-Cadet) I don't really care about girls, I don't really care about cars (C-Cadet) Only really care about family, and getting rid of these bars (C-Cadet) See, I done what I supposed to Got a whole list full of pain that I could go through Me, I done music for years So man, look me in my face, and no, I don't know you (Nah) But I'm still gonna bust like I told you, even if I don't involve you [?] warm up session, mad My G I've been levelling up like I'm Goku But I don't wanna rap like them It's not every day that you talk about being in the trap And I don't wanna rap like them It's not every day that you talk about bending over yats And I don't wanna rap like them It's not every day that you talk about sipping on the yak [?] found my pain in the game Truth is that, I'd be rapping like that But it's mad now, everybody seem glad for me It's like everybody family You see, first things first, I'ma welcome myself 'Cause the passion cannot weigh on the clarity Man, I been in the studio with my idols That's because of these bars But I can't stop now, 'cause hard work will do better than talent And I'm tryna work hard, so I gotta grind Truth is I did a lot of time Coming from the darkest place, I gotta shine When it's real truth, you ain't gotta rhyme It's like, I'm gonna buss, ayo, I'm gonna buss Ayo, I'm gonna buss, ayo, I'm gonna buss Ayo, I'm gonna buss, yo, I'm gonna buss When I give you everything, I'm so see-through Until I'm with the angels bro, that's what I'm into You see them, they rap 'cause they want to Me? I rap 'cause I need to