I build a wall 
Impossible to climb 
My hands are sore 
From the times I have tried 

It's no easy thing 
For me to pour my heart 
But it's a necessity 
Or we're drifting apart 

There are times that I've been wrong 
And maybe the words came out too strong 

Was it me again, I blame myself 
For the pain I put you through 
It's always the same 
Always the rain, it comes down hard... 
Was it me again 

I have tried and failed 
But still I'm coming back for more 
It's a relief to see 
That I'm not rotten to the core 

There are times that I've been wrong 
And maybe the words came out too strong 

Was it me again, I blame myself 
For the pain I put you through 
It's always the same 
Always the rain, it comes down hard... 
You can't see the tears from all the fears 
That have burned inside my soul 
I'm not unkind but I'm hurt inside 
I just can't tell... was it me again 

Between the walls of this unholy church 
I open the doors and the evil emerge...