I can't belive, what's become of me 
Not the way i want to be 
I told myself i would never do that 
I warned myself i was headed for this 
And sometimes i want to end it all. 
I can't pretend as i watch it die 

I remember what this used to be 
Do you remember what this means 
This is dragging me down: I'm falling far 
Before my eyes, i watch it fall apart 

This falls apart. 
I can't beleive what's come of me