And I may not be, he who kneels for means To be what he already is And I am the one, who finds the itch Who scratches it to bleed, who watches it to heal And it was not me, who brought the battles to be Yet I decided when you deem That this world was coming for me It was not free, but I held the joys, what gives And I decided for me that will be What this world has chosen for me, to be People don't need a real reason to hate But the reason they hate me, I'm living with grace So much devotion it's easy to read your emotions It's written all over your face Tell me I'm wrong, tell me you're not going to judge me Even though I pleading my case Tell me I won, tell me I'm great Same reasons they want my head on a stake They coming for me with the coldest weaponry The kind of artillery you find from within, say you're my brother You Judas, I'm not Jesus, I'm done sacrificing myself for your sins Tell me I'm free, I promise I'd leave if you promise To leave out my kids from this beef Stand at ease, lower your weapons There's nothing worth fighting for but freedom and peace It was so sleazy, if truly You lost control and you stole from me You don't need the permission, you already gave When you yearn to burn by [?] the wheel And it was not me who held the joys, what gives Maybe I would have stolen the kill While this world, so slippery to hide from me Understanding every second you're dying So every seconds passing, something's implying You'd never get it back, so what are we timing No perfect timing to deliver this rhyme, and Forgive me baby I'm not up for the running The Tinder swindler my enemies are coming Perpendicular to enemy lines Check particulars, I'm not scared of dying Every second I'm grinding, A neck full of diamonds That's not my design and Imagine what I'd do in hell when I get there Got to give me heaven, for everything l lost here The people I trust here, bringing war here you don't know warfare Or what it will cost here The people I lost here you don't want war here And it was not me But I held the joys, what the deal is And I'll settle for me the one to end these wars For freedom and the fun of it And it was not me who held the joys, what gives Maybe I would have stolen the kill While this world, so slippery to hide from me