Been living this life for so long now
Keep telling myself I'll be okay
But the devil just keeps selling me out
'Cause he knows the debts I've yet to pay

I'm tryna keep you close to my heart
But I can feel you slipping away
It feels like I'm trying so hard
But I shouldn't have to beg you to say

And I can see the smoke in your [?]
In the flames, they're overtaking me
And I guess love ain't as it seems
'Cause I know this ain't no dream
Yeah I'm living a nightmare
Yeah I'm living a nightmare
Yeah I'm living a nightmare

I'm tryna drown you down with whiskey
Not like that'll work anyway
'Cause you forgot to take your memories
And I can't kill those with pain

And I can see the smoke in your [?]
In the flames, they're overtaking me
And I guess love ain't as it seems
'Cause I know this ain't no dream
Yeah I'm living a nightmare
Yeah I'm living a nightmare
Yeah I'm living a nightmare

And I can see the smoke in your [?]
In the flames, they're overtaking me
And I guess love ain't as it seems
'Cause I know this ain't no dream
Yeah I'm living a nightmare
Yeah I'm living a nightmare
Yeah I'm living a nightmare

Yeah I'm living a nightmare
Yeah I'm living a nightmare
Yeah I'm living a nightmare
Yeah I'm living a nightmare
Yeah I'm living a nightmare
Yeah I'm living a nightmare
Yeah I'm living a nightmare
Yeah I'm living a nightmare
Yeah I'm living a nightmare