Been living this life for so long now Keep telling myself I'll be okay But the devil just keeps selling me out 'Cause he knows the debts I've yet to pay I'm tryna keep you close to my heart But I can feel you slipping away It feels like I'm trying so hard But I shouldn't have to beg you to say And I can see the smoke in your [?] In the flames, they're overtaking me And I guess love ain't as it seems 'Cause I know this ain't no dream Yeah I'm living a nightmare Yeah I'm living a nightmare Yeah I'm living a nightmare I'm tryna drown you down with whiskey Not like that'll work anyway 'Cause you forgot to take your memories And I can't kill those with pain And I can see the smoke in your [?] In the flames, they're overtaking me And I guess love ain't as it seems 'Cause I know this ain't no dream Yeah I'm living a nightmare Yeah I'm living a nightmare Yeah I'm living a nightmare And I can see the smoke in your [?] In the flames, they're overtaking me And I guess love ain't as it seems 'Cause I know this ain't no dream Yeah I'm living a nightmare Yeah I'm living a nightmare Yeah I'm living a nightmare Yeah I'm living a nightmare Yeah I'm living a nightmare Yeah I'm living a nightmare Yeah I'm living a nightmare Yeah I'm living a nightmare Yeah I'm living a nightmare Yeah I'm living a nightmare Yeah I'm living a nightmare Yeah I'm living a nightmare