But I guess I'm okay and not stayin' clean
Yeah, I ruined that after three long years
'Cause the other night
I took somethin' white
And I don't know why
I just wanted to feel alright
'Cause I'm not too well
Yeah, the past few weeks
Have been a livin' hell without her
And those three words
And it takes me back to that prison cell
I'm in a losing battle with sin
And now my mind is winnin' all over again
I'm tired of shakin' my fist at you, oh God
Yeah, I'm beggin' will you please just let me in
Oh, I'm on my knees
And I don't know what else to say
But I'm not okay
But I guess I'm okay at not missin' you
'Cause I don't call your phone when I'm up past two
And I'm a little drunk and high as fuck
But baby don't think I don't still think about you
Yeah I'm not too bad at bein' alone
I just wish it was your name on my phone
Instead of hers
Wonder if I'll learn that replacin' you
Ain't gonna never work
I'm in a losing battle with sin
And now my mind is winnin' all over again
I'm tired of shakin' my fist at you oh God
Yeah, I'm beggin' you
Will you please just let me in
Oh, I'm on my knees
And I don't know what else to say
But I'm not okay
And it's like every day is gettin' just a little harder
But I thought that I was supposed to be gettin' stronger
I'm in a losing battle with sin
And now my mind is winnin' all over again
I'm tired of shakin' my fist at you oh God
Yeah, I'm beggin' you
Will you please just let me in
Oh, I'm on my knees
And I don't know what else to say
But I'm not okay
But I guess I'm okay
