One for the souls that found their way home
Two for the people I blocked in my phone
Three for the ones I love that went wrong
Four/four time you're still in my songs
Please just don't leave me walking all on my own
Amazing people I don't even speak to
Most needed critique is too deep to reach you
Too angry to see you
Too painful to be true
It hurts cause I still love you and you love me too
These are the patterns we can't ignore no more
This is the data never explored before
Was my mistake in who I choose to place faith in
Am I getting switched and baited by my expectations
Either way the failure rate is rivaling
Divorces for the homies we alienate
My feelings ain't fake maybe I fast-tracked it
And calling people fam ain't the best practice
I had to see a crash to check their reaction
Trauma ain't overlapping our energy not matching
But Ive been here too many times
To think that everybody's blind
And it's their fault it isn't mine
We did our bid no eBay
Blending no DJ
But with the stress between us was BS no E&J
Why DM when we can speak direct in so many ways
I lean in but you lean back you got to be kidding me
We use to be tighter than Dr Evil and Mini-Me
If life is just a show you're on my rider like h2o
Still love you don't hate you though like Haitian folks
Sad songs played on TikTok don't hit the same as on radios
There's got to be more to life than some likes and emojis
We supposed to be codies
It's not like you owe me nothing
But niggas get lonely
But folks are so phony
With character limitations I wish you would phone me
I ain't getting no sleep
I ain't even religious but I'm praying on both knees
There's lions tigers and bears out here like Jumanji
And like everybody I want somebody who wants me
Somebody who needs me
Somebody who flaunts me
Somebody who won't leave me
Out here walking all on my own
I asked you if the subtweet was about me
You promised that its not and then you blocked me
And sent a voice note to say you're sorry
I called you back promptly you denied me
The app says you're online in the margin
So I know you're watching
What's the problem?
Lot of memes in my feed
With instructions for cutting people off to succeed
Kept scrolling but I never found the blueprint
For setting healthy boundaries and conflict resolution
I wonder if the ones that you're excluding
Even knew that they were muted
If you ever said it to em
