I've never known how it feels to break Stuck in the waiting room Thinking, "For goodness' sake" Don't wanna be the one to comfort no more I wanna be the one on the floor Do you think I can make it? I know you're six feet away, but I could get overlooked 'Cause I feel like I'm broken But I never got a reason So I'm gonna go, I'm gonna push myself Until I get hospitalized Yeah, I feel like I'm broken But I never got a reason So I'm gonna go, I'm gonna push myself Until I get hospitalized I love the sympathy from all of my friends I wanna feel the hurt so I don't have to pretend I wanna hear them ask me if I'm okay ("Are you okay?") That's all I really want them to say Do you think I can make It? It ain't too far away, but How the fuck I'd go back? 'Cause I feel like I'm broken But I never got a reason So I'm gonna go, I'm gonna push myself Until I get hospitalized Yeah, I feel like I'm broken But I never got a reason So I'm gonna go, I'm gonna push myself Until I get hospitalized Based in nutrition Tasty and delicious Exceptionally vicious Everybody feels it 'Cause I feel like I'm broken But I never got a reason So I'm gonna go, I'm gonna push myself Until I get hospitalized Yeah, I feel like I'm broken But I never got a reason So I'm gonna go, I'm gonna push myself Until I get hospitalized