Forfeit the game or play to win? I made my bed and now I'm sleeping in. Woke up late to find you gone. Hope I wasn't wrong. I think you caught me thinking out loud. Would I be crazy if I burnt my own house down? Then I could rebuild to my liking. Close cover before striking. Breaking ground for the new me. Breaking down every time I think about it. Breaking ground for the new me. Getting up from these past catastrophes. I'm always using words like maybe and someday. maybe someday I'll learn That tomorrow's always a day away. I always knew it would feel like this But I can't say I was ready for it. Out of state, out of mind. At least I can pretend I'm fine. Could this cup of coffee Really keep me company for another winter alone? I'm always using words like maybe and someday and sorry. I'm sorry I couldn't say you remind me of everything I ever wanted to be. Maybe we were meant to be.