Took me a while to learn Took me a while to learn how to learn Took me a while to burn Took me a while to burn til I got hurt I got too many things I don't know how to do Few of many things that I know how to defuse I shot too many things that I don't know how to use And there's so many things that I find profuse Didn't know what I was thinking (a-ah) Didn't know what I was drinking all night long (a-ah) Didn't know what I was thinking (a-ah) Didn't know what I was drinking all night long (a-ah) And I don't feel quite right (no) Cause I'm getting meta, am I? (wo-oh) Cause I'm losing my mind, alright (no) I gotta get back on my shit tonight (wo-oh) Peanut jelly sandwiches going into my diet And I feel like a leviathan and getting ready to fight And then I fell into my life and been getting ready to die Cause I'm not ready to try Yeah, not even a try And I don't feel quite right And I swear I'm not tripping It's a beautiful night, get the fuck out my sight It's a difficult feeling (Took me a while to learn (o-oh) Took me a while to learn how to learn (o-oh) Took me a while to burn (o-oh) Took me a while to burn til I got hurt (o-oh) I got too many things I don't know how to do (o-oh) Few of many things that I know how to defuse (o-oh) I shot too many things that I don't know how to use (o-oh) And there's so many things that I find profuse (o-oh) I still don't, still don't know Still don't know how to feel I still don't, still don't know Still don't know how to feel I don't wanna die, I don't want to try (o-oh) I don't want to try to climb out of my life (o-oh) I don't wanna die, I don't want to try (o-oh) I don't want to try to climb out of my life (o-oh)