I dialed 911 a long time ago. Now I see how late they're reacting. Here shakes a former lover/husband And there lies the wife of a train wreck just waiting to happen. My God, make this a dream because i really can't believe that she's gone. I'm not here and this isn't happening. Make this a dream because I really can't believe that she's gone. We'll wake up and she'll be next to me. I can't believe that she's gone. Marvel at this madman as this make-shift monster rips through the room. Watch in in fear as he comes completely unglued. Gaze in horror and amazement for a frightening instant As he christens the walls with broken bottles of perfume. Her few, final moments must have been a nightmare in waking. Victim lies, violently shaking. I cant breathe... I dont deserve to take these breaths. All I need is to sit and rest my head on my knees The ambulance and police will be here soon. I can't see. I can't feel. I'm numb to everything, Except my body shutting down as they enter my home.