Is This A Breakdown Baby?

Boyish

If I were alive
Wonder if I'd feel it
I'd do anything just to keep you for a minute
You hate when it gets dark
You're just afraid of dying
I'm so scared of living
But I never stop trying
It's complicated
So complicated

But I wanna say
Oh my god, I think I'm falling apart
Is this a breakdown baby?
Oh my god, I think I'm falling apart
Is this a breakdown baby?

Couldn't stand the noise
Had to drive it back
You see everything
Say I've got it bad

I wanna be thin
I wanna be cool
Want someone to save me
Cuz I don't want to do it
Like

Oh my god, I think I'm falling apart
Is this a breakdown baby?
Oh my god, I think I'm falling apart
Is this a breakdown baby?

So you want me to have it all
So we could be like other people
Say you want me to have it all
So we could be

Oh my god, oh my god