I can't look back it hurts my heart it colors everything my future looks just like the past variations on a scream aah I can't outsmart I can't outrun no matter how I try the way I feel like a spinning wheel same old story makes me cry aah I wanna be beautiful and wise doesn't everyone and somewhere in my mind I'm already done bells are ringin' I've already won (I've already won) aah my soul in slumber for years I wondered why nothing touches me til you broke in you got under my skin I don't care if I am cut or bleeding aah I wanna be beautiful and wise doesn't everyone and somewhere in my mind I'm already done bells are ringin' I've already won will love restore will more love make more that's what you gave to me and it runs right through no matter what I do no deeper currency aah