I said too many goodbyes I've wasted everyone's time I wish that I could just lie And say that I'm alright but Here I go again Here I go again Fighting with my head Fighting with my head Back into your bed Back into your bed I thought it was over Self sabotaging everything Why does this always happen to me I run when it's good and I fuck it up Barb wire round my heart cuz I'm scared of love Self sabotaging everything I swear I do this in my sleep I run when it's good then I fuck it up Barb wire round my heart cuz I'm scared of love You should throw me away I'm the type that you hate But you like how it tastes So you wait it out No I won't change I'll just drive you insane Always ends up the same I'm always Self sabotaging everything Why does this always happen to me I run when it's good and I fuck it up Barb wire round my heart cuz I'm scared of love Self sabotaging everything I swear I do this in my sleep I run when it's good then I fuck it up Barb wire round my heart cuz I'm scared of love I'm messed up I just wanna have someone But I'm only good at half love I know it's bad for me I'm my own worst enemy Self sabotaging everything Why does this always happen to me I run when it's good and I fuck it up Barb wire round my heart cuz I'm scared of love Self sabotaging everything I swear I do this in my sleep I run when it's good then I fuck it up Barb wire round my heart cuz I'm scared of love Self sabotaging everything Why does this always happen to me