Fall asleep dreamin' red is what I see anymore And I do not fear of death because I seen em before My eyes are closed to open wide the scenery never change Only the players in the game, but all the rest stay the same Is this reality I'm livin' in or penance for pricing I'm feelin' sorry for myself, please take out the violin And play a symphony to soundtrack of a lunatic I'm either illuminated or finally losin' it I walk a thin line between myself and somebody else And I cannot decipher between I'm living in fuckin' hell Or dying on earth, my whole world is a crying shame Nothing is what it seems it's like some shit outta crying game I'm sickening, inflicted in feeling somewhat vindictive I Put a bullet in my brain, but even that seems conflicted Where would I end up or would it just start all over? Give me the horns of Lucifer or the wings of Jehovah All this violence in your head seem Flowing through your veins like a symphony And it's a psychopathic melody Sit in silence still your head scream Playing through your veins like a symphony And it's a psychopathic melody It's a psychopathic melody It's a psychopathic melody Is my reality a figment of my imagination? Everything that I see, somehow it's all my creation Or am I just as disturbed some fuckers locked in the padded cell Doped up on anti psychotics, livin' in hell Can't remember my birth, no recollection of death And would it all go away? No longer taking a breath And would it all go away if I started blastin' at bastards? Startin' killing everybody, I'm a virus or cancer? Many reasons for bleeding the reason families are grieving The reason for seasons like I'm a reason for heathens Or am I just a human being who is only being human With more questions and answers like "What the hell am I doing?" Why do I'm still obsessed with this shit just fill me with Let me drew in the corner, just shoot me up fully dopamine I just wanna drift away I call my dearly departed But with melodic sounds this whole situation got started This won't go away until your dying day You will suffer in your own way (your own way) And in the end there will be hell to pay (hell to pay) At the gates they say "go away, go away, go away..." [Hook]