It's 4 am and I'm still starrin' at the ceiling 37 different thoughts, but only 3 of them appealing I'm feeling another panic coming on but I ain't sweatin it It's just another demon in my room and I ain't letting it get to me Like everything that the people that I trusted ever did to me Come home with a bad grade oh they really hitting me Let me get this thought out of my brain before The little bit of love is gone and only hate remains It's a shame that you can't even look some people in the eye Without a little piece and part of you that withers up and die As I try to give forgiveness and not to obsess I guess I'm just at work in progress Maybe it's my pride inside That keeps me in a one-track mind Broken promises comin' from both sides The truth will always hide up in broad daylight Maybe it's my pride inside That keeps me in a one-track mind Broken promises comin' from both sides The truth will always hide up in broad daylight Maybe it's my pride It's 4am and I'm still layin' here alone Without a text, without a call, but I keep starring at the phone She ain't home and all I'm thinkin' about is what the hell she's doin' Who she with, what they sayin', where they at, who she screwing It starts spewing up inside and that's when shit gonna start to fly How she gonna do me like this when all I ever do is try When all I ever do is listen, try my best to pay attention Puttin' time and all my effort, and did I forget to mention All the lies that you kept tellin' but I looked the other way Just to make it all work out and make it last another day I keep tryin' to give forgiveness and not to obsess I guess she was a work in progress Maybe it's my pride inside That keeps me in a one-track mind Broken promises comin' from both sides The truth will always hide up in broad daylight Maybe it's my pride inside That keeps me in a one-track mind Broken promises comin' from both sides The truth will always hide up in broad daylight Maybe it's my pride It's 4am and the bottles all dried up I pop another pill and all the loose ends are tied up I'm lied up, I hate it but that's the way it go I mean shit, I'm only human and it don't hurt if they don't know And I don't show all of the signs that I'm completely out my mind They keep askin' and I keep sayin' that I'm truly doin' fine And I'm truly doin' fine except that I can't keep relationships Burned a couple bridges and I can't even keep no patience with Anyone and it's hard to explain How I put this on so many but I'm the only one to blame I just hope this show forgiveness and please don't obsess Because I'm just another work in progress Maybe it's my pride inside That keeps me in a one-track mind Broken promises comin' from both sides The truth will always hide up in broad daylight Maybe it's my pride inside That keeps me in a one-track mind Broken promises comin' from both sides The truth will always hide up in broad daylight Maybe it's my pride