Every day is a struggle And trust me this I know I wake up in the morning feeling so alone I wonder what will take this black cloud away It hurts so bad to think I was born Well, I was born this way There's a big black train Rushing through my head It's blowing out black smoke, it pollutes my brain I can't see clearly through these eyes of mine I'm not even sure if I'ma thinkin' straight Right now, right now, yea, oh oh Thinking it's how I ride And maybe it's how I leave But somewhere along the way I got dressed full of grief Maybe love is what I need Doubling that clarity I cry in my arms I cry in my own arms Every day is a struggle And trust me this I know (I know) I wake up in the middle of the night feeling so alone I sit on my couch and stare at the walls I'm just looking for some answers That's okay 'cause I'm getting loved Ride this rollercoaster I'm gonna ride this roller coaster I'm gonna ride this roller coaster Ooh I'm gonna ride this roller coaster, yeah Ride it, ride it, ride it, ride it, ride it, ride it Ride it all the way home Maybe love is what I need Bring to me, serenity I'm dressed in grief Bet on me Maybe love is what I need Bring to me, serenity I'm dressed in grief That's on me Maybe love is what I needed Bring to me, serenity I'm dressed in grief Bet on me Maybe love is what I need Bring to me I'm dressed in grief Guaranteed God loves you God loves me too, yea Get some sunshine, get em woah eh Get some sunshine, down on here Get some sunshine, get em woah eh Get some sunshine