If i had my way 
I would never go back 
With my back to the wall 
I just let myself fall 
Watch the daytimes turn black 
But now and again i find 
You cross my mind 

If i was a train 
I would never slow down 
With my head in the sky 
And the world going by 
Every nowhere town 
As i write one more letter to you 
I know i can't change the things that i do 

One day 
When you discover 
Just why i ran 
Ran away from you lover 
I know i'm to blame 
I feel so ashamed 
Call out your name 
After the rain 

What do you want me to do 
I've thrown away everything for you 
Well i've wasted my dreams 
Each day it seems 
I'm losing my way back to you 

It's time for a change 
What else can i do 
The clock ticking time 
I better make up my mind 
Is it me or is it you 
Yeah tonight as i'm losing control 
I will drink to the queen of my soul 

One day 
When you discover 
Just why i ran 
Ran away from you lover 
I know i'm to blame 
I feel so ashamed 
Call out your name 
After the rain...