I'm sick of feeling stuck in my head
We were interwoven, you tore out our thread
Your phantom is burned into my eyelids
And is imbued with blood I've bled
I know that I was never what you wanted of me
And when you left you took out the key
That unlocked my self doubt and insecurity
And what hurts most is that everything I held close
Slipped through the cracks in my fingers
You broke my heart to its fucking core
But I did the same to you the year before
And I don't hate you for what you did to me
I guess we were just never meant to be
I need to start thinking of you in the past tense
But life with you was the only thing that I had that made sense
And in the end I thought you still loved me
Closed my eyes to cracks beneath
The reflections of myself don't show who I wanted to be
And at the end of all of this I have to admit
A part of me is still in love with you
There is a fragment of me
That I lost in you
And it's tearing me apart
