I find myself singing the same songs everyday One's that make me feel good When things behind the smile ain't okay Around and over and in between the seas I need to be on top of a mountain Where I can be see everything 'Cause this paranoia's getting old Oo yeah, getting old Now as I open my eyes to start another day I'm in a pile of puke, empty bag of excuses My love for friends and family You know I need them And under a sun that's seen it all before My feet are so cold And I can't believe that I have to Bang my head against this wall again But the blows they have just a Little more space in between them Gonna take a breath and try again, try again